1. The song today was STROBOLIGHTS by Supercar. It makes me oddly sentimental. The music video is also really cute if you want to check that out. I think it's very much like 虹 by Denki Groove in some ways (the version that was in Eureka Seven specifically I like how airy that one sounds).
2. Airy is a perfect descriptor to use. As I, i_ai_r am airy myself.
3. Nike Air, as in the swoosh and Air, kind of looks like iair too. This is what it means to see yourself in things. To see yourself in other people is nothing special, but to see i_ai_r is indicative that something is really wrong with you.
4. My heels are really fucking sore and I'm afraid I might hurt them with how frequent I walk. I said prior it was always everything BUT my ankles and now I am seeing the phenomenon in effect.
5. Preworkout makes me nauseous. It causes a nearly unprecedented level of reflux in me that is not reproduced by anything else. Not coffee, not soda, not any energy drink. I wanted to go to the gym today, but I bent over and felt vomit fly up my pharynx. It alongside my pride was swallowed. Still sore from lifting with a psychopath gym bro from my dorm days prior, I needed rest anyways.
6. I miss drawing. I want to draw, but its hard drawing during the weekdays when your life is lecture every other day. I wish I was perfect at managing time, and I wish someone was here with me to help me do so. Preferably a lovely girl close to me.
7. I was going to draw my autistic lesbians (for the famous "autistic lesbians" story, as mentioned in i_ai_r Briefing 1) but inconsistencies in my style, as well as in my ability to draw limbs, has sort of delayed that. "I want to at least get something servicable on the page", is what I tell myself. I must also remind myself that projects are made as you go along with them, the knowledge required is not entirely a priori, the path to your solution is surely to change.
8. Music is really moving me for no reason as of recent. Why is "Ain't No Mountain High Enough" making me kind of sad? It's such a damn good song and I know this because Francisco Lindor used it as his walkup for a bit.
9. He's the only one who cared.
10. Waking up early feels nice, I just don't want to make the mistake of accumulating sleep debt again. I'm doing a bad job. I'm doing a really bad job.
11. It's a fight to get more done in a day's time, to which I must continue!!!!
12. A professor of mine alerted me to the fact that I could study abroad in Greece with my degree program. Honestly I didn't know that despite the hours of research I've put in prior, but the question is "would I want to do that anyway"?
13. At least it's not the rest of the anglosphere in that case. Don't ask me how I feel about Australia and their ameriphilia.
14. If we all just masturbated a little bit more none of this would've happened.
15. Totsukuni no Shoujo is really cute and you should probably read it. The OVA is beautiful as well, but nearly nonsensical in its delivery since its only like an hour long. It feels like that one extremely consequential picture book you read in your childhood given more depth. Shit gets Gaelic.
16. For me, it was The Giving Tree. I cried reading that. I'll probably do it again. I'll take any excuse to cry at this point.
17. George Clanton voice holding back the tears from faaaallinnnnnnnn that's what I do
18. Studying phonetics is absolutely insane and the IPA makes me ask where it all went wrong. Japanese really is like the easiest language to learn.
19. We're all bringing the vibes of that one Paul Klee angel drawing in 2026. Maybe we can all be angels. Maybe we are all angels.
20. Except me I'm evil don't talk to me unsubscribe.
21. Please don't eat before you go to sleep. I've felt horrible all day. Remember how important the gut biome is.
22. I would like to stop posting on Twitter some day, but I don't want to have sex. The only way you can stop posting on Twitter is by having sex, to where you would then HAVE to delete it. There is no last dance with the devil.
23. A gradually sexually repressed society should at least be socially sound. Maybe when we all become asexual theyfabs all will be fine.
24. First Civil War fought over "The Owl House".
25. Sometimes I think about how I'd like for people to talk to me about matters unrelated to myself, almost like a third party consultant. Beckoning people to do this makes me appear extremely desperate and maybe a little creepy so it's not worth entertaining that much. It does breed worthwhile conversation though from experience. Society collectively has become progressively more coated in irony, likely to cover up insecurity, so maybe that's what we need.
26. Empty theater screening of "One Battle After Another" has likely been called off due to unrelated matters.
27. 2026 we're all listening to Last Christmas in May.
28. George Michael was kinda cute.
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