1. Song is 1963 by New Order. It's fucking mint. I wish this song was in my life a decade earlier. True Faith was, but I didn't have the nerve to ask my mom at the time "what is that heavenly noise!!!!!!!!!!!!!" so it mostly just lived in my mind as an enigma.
2. I was seriously the blueprint as a white boy living in Utah who only wanted to listen to Eminem and Kanye
3. This was also a package deal with having to see low quality videos of Japanese women sticking eels up their vagina and honestly I don't know what else you'd do with an iMac in 2015 but that'd probably be one of the most productive use cases for one
4. My school has me picking up packages from an uncomfortably long distance from my actual apartment building. Think about a kilometer or so uphill. I brought my backpack with me hoping I could carry a package of about 40 pounds in shitty cardboard but it didn't fit. I had to carry it for a good 20 minutes listening to Atlanta twerk music. My forearms still hurt.
5. They also misplaced another package of mine that was supposed to be delivered today. Fuck off bro!!!! Fuck off!!!!
6. Despite this ordeal I still went to the gym and my entire body is sore in an incredibly comfortable and fulfilling way. That, alongside my consistent 5-6 miles of walking everyday, has really done wonders for my physical conditioning.
7. I really like the Red Sox this year, but I'm not giving them a true shot (outside of longdicking the Jankees in the WC) since Roman Anthony's out for the rest of the year. If there's gonna be a team from the AL to win it has to be the Mariners. It is quite literally their year. They can't fuck it up
8. Imagine being a Seattle sports fan watching the Mariners getting swept in the divisional series by one of those dogshit teams out of the central and realizing that Sam Darnold is your quarterback
9. I've stopped all development on my famous "autistic lesbians" story to work on my Brian Daboll and Jaxson Dart BL fanfiction
10. I also need to work on my systems programming projects which are awesome because my professor beckons us to go through the motion of the simplest shit with a German accent and I just have to listen. I'm almost done with this one.
11. Suggestion: Remind yourself to do things and you'll do them. Eventually. Set alarms and shit saying "if you don't do this by now then kill yourself". Works.
12. I've shown my face every now and then and I've been complimented well. I don't know if it was just W pragmatics on the part of the jurors or if it's an actual common sentiment. My girlfriend likes it though and that's all that matters.
13. My hairstyle has just never worked at any part of my life which is why I try to get as little of it as possible in some of the photos I take. With my habit of oiling my scalp and using some gel it actually looks kinda good but that's too much maintenance for my liking (is seriously autistic and smells)
14. I haven't been doing much stuff involving the Japanese language as of recent. Not even the porn games are that interesting to me. I really shouldn't learn anything if it doesn't make me feel elitist and special.
15. It's time we hop on the Greek language and Hellenic culture before a new generation of elementary schoolers read Percy Jackson books and become emotionally stunted along the way and by proxy become Pagans.
16. It's time we hop on the Chinese language(s) and Chinese culture before a new generation of elementary schoolers read wuxia novels and become enlightened along the way and by proxy become cultivators.
17. If you decide to forge your entire identity around reading Japanese at a middle school level now you're basically at the stage Tony Soprano was at in the mafia business and will be promptly walked down by theyfab woke policemen
18. I want to talk to people more online. I've always thought it seemed extremely desperate spelling it out explicitly (I believe I alluded to this in the previous post) but honestly I'm missing out on a bunch of dumb 1 on 1 conversations on the internet. Discord servers are extremely poor for this. The real world is extremely insulting for this. They just keep making fun of me because I'm a Mets fan.
19. There's like an entire genre of evil people out there whose modus operandi hinges on them leeching off of their disabled parents. That's the tell.
20. I don't know how people can do LONG distance relationships. A 3 hour time difference beats my ass, imagine like 10-16. Imagine having e sex at 2pm on a weekda
Actually i wouldnt mind that at all and when you read this please hear me out
21. It feels like I did a lot today on a day where nothing much really happens beyond 11, but I can't seem to really recall any of it in a way that makes it remotely interesting.
22. I've seen multiple rabbits today and I'm currently trying to figure out the best way to display them on my website using basic HTML.
23. In i_ai_r computer scientist news: I've been thinking about forking my deceased mutual G4P's picture bot source code in order to make it 1) portable (to where the directory to scan isn't hardcoded) 2) automatically updating (checks directories like every hour or two to see if there's any new files). In other words it will be usable.
24. I actually want to give myself the time to work on bigger works. I settled on doing this daily because I wanted to "journal" or just really get anything down before I end up going to sleep, but I think some proper study can fit in there as well if I so desired.
25. Olympiakos will lose.
26. I have been blessed with so much opportunity in my life, yet entertaining myself with just a little bit over the bare minimum tires me out quickly. It's odd. Very Mediterranean as well. It's as if rest is an ultimate ideal of mine, whereas everything else comes afterward. I try not to exert my brain as much despite the fact that I'm quite capable at doing so because I associate the act with the stressful feeling of a tightly timed test. This is a problem that has been addressed by the university as a part of an accessibility measure (I DO have diagnoses in case you are wondering), but honestly it's too much of a drag to do it the way they want me to in the first place. Heh fixes glasses.. I'm just like Shikamaru from Naruto
27. My mind feels light, this time last year it felt heavy. Am I healing?
28. I've mellowed out in a lot of ways; that which won't stop me from posting on Twitter.
29. I lowkey stole some of this site's design from 9front.
30. It's uncomfortable leaving with an odd number or even a number at least divisible by 5
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