1. tenno storywriter saigo sono te de ai no sono pen de saigo
2. Posting youtube links kinda makes me feel dirty but it's the only way to go about with things
3. The Red Sox lost an easily winnable game today and that made me feel kind of sad. What also makes me feel kind of sad is the metric fuckton of things on my itinerary until 5 at least tomorrow. There's three elimination games! Three! I don't know if I'm gonna get to see the other ones, but surely I'll get to watch the Red Sox in full. The Red Sox wouldn't let me down. Unlike the Miserable Mets. Nobody likes them.
4. There's a small family of deer on campus that I only see late at night. I don't get too close to them but I take photos of them from afar. I saw them playing and bickering around for a bit. I thought of how cute animals like rabbits and deer are.
5. I picked up a few condoms today just so that the invisible voyeur thinks I'm normal.
6. I can't stop thinking about how good of a documentarian Jon Bois is. I always feel like shit whenever I can't focus my full attention to something new of his.
7. Sometimes you see something on the open internet and remember why videos music etc had a price tag on it in the first place.
8. OUTSIDE OF THE OBVIOUS REASONS
9. The stiffness I feel in my heels is kind of worrying. Rest assured it will go away.
10. I've really been doing nothing inherently leisurely as of recent, yet I still feel quite well. In high spirits, even. Is this what sleeping an adequate amount does to you? We might have to look into it.
11. Autistic lesbians update: Ok they're autistic and they're lesbians. Well, I thought they'd be lesbians, but now that I think of it a heavy erotic subtext would be much more hilarious. Platonically touching on eachother like Anthony Davis in the Kentucky locker room.
12. Olympiakos lost. Never hold my words in doubt, Mr. Marinakis. You must now hear me out on this: Panathinaikos WILL win today.
13. Re study abroad: I actually would want to go to Greece now that I think about it. The methodology as to discerning why is simple: I remembered that I will not be in the United States. It would be an insane victory for me.
14. Honestly I don't think my GPA is even good enough for all of that man.
15. I cannot pass up on homoerotic out of season Greek vacations.
16. Why can't I watch movies? I mean I can watch movies but also I really can't. I can sit down for like 3 hours in a theatre, but I can't watch movies. I hope you understand what I'm talking about here.
17. At least I don't have to be that guy really into Big Black and Gaspar Noe or whatever.
18. "Transgressive art" != Loud music, british blokes screaming. "Transgressive art" = Korean gacha game characters.
19. Engliish vtubers are fascist art. If my job was being a pickme for the worst demographic on Earth I might kill myself live.
19. English visual novels MIGHT be fascist art.
20. Video games though? Video games might be useless and contribute nothing but they held some sort of importance in my early childhood. Of course, I am referring to when they screened me for autism and I said that when I wanted to grow up I wanted to be a "game designer". Naturally they diagnosed me with mental retardation and forced me to wear a helmet at the age of 6.
21. That actually didn't happen. What did happen actually is that I was to be placed in special ed classes if I were to be enrolled in a prestigious private school. My parents rightfully abstained. Sometimes I think about what would happen if I were.
22. You can pinpoint small hypotheticals in your early life that you know for certain that would have made you a fundamentally different person.
23. I wasn't supposed to be in Utah at all! It was one of Florida, Illinois, and New Jersey. Even then, those are like 3 entirely different breeds of people! Imagine i_ai_r from Florida.
24. Don't imagine i_ai_r from Florida.
25. Mop the floor hide the wet sign just to catch him slipping
26. I actually believe LLMs can be used for individual good. Preferrably locally hosted open source models. In other words: I love DeepSeek and the People's Republic of China.
27. At the same time, I don't understand people using it as a be-all-end-all intellectual crutch. Of course, I understand using them as such, but you shouldn't use it to bruteforce answers to problems you yourself should know how to solve right? If you were to do so, you should at least walk through the solution yourself and understand the problem solving process a posteriori.
28. I think about why the United States computer science market is so bad (see #8), then I overhear conversations about just using ChatGPT to solve everything. You can see it too. Even if it were just ironic, or they DID have a desire to understand the process, you could kinda just hear it in their tone. It's honestly a complete waste of tuition.
29. I guess malpractice in computer science is completely inconsequential in a production environment (say there were someone there to catch these mistakes). Imagine medical fields. People's lives are on the line!!! Just do your flashcards asshole!!!!
30. Also: It kinda overcomplicates things. It gave me a bitwise operation to handle padding in a bitmap file when a simple conditional could've handled the same thing. It works sure, but a normal person would never think of that at all.
31. I haven't read Fate Stay/Night in a FORTNIGHT!!! Fuck my bollocks life
32. This number isn't divisible by 5 and I hate you
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