1. After much discussion amongst board members the song has been decided on as IMPACT (The Earth Is Burning). Mint tune that
2. Don't talk to me about Jaxson Dart.
3. You can talk to me about the fact that I walked like 15 minutes nearby to someone else's place to watch Pereira smack Ankalaev for like a minute before it was called. It was loud.
4. There was also alcohol but legitimately all beer tastes like piss and wine tastes like medicine and everything in between STILL tastes like medicine no matter what you throw in there. I seriously don't get how entire cultures center around social alcohol consumption.
5. I do not understand how such a thing tore apart the United States for like 5 years tops.
6. I do understand how it led to a bunch of no good greaser guinea wop dagos squirming their way into illegal positions of power which would metastasize into a completely ungovernable issue still in present day.
7. I may have inadvertently fucked my shoulders up considering that I seem to be failing sets in the oddest ways whatsoever (not being particularly fatigued namely) but I set a new PR on deadlifts today!!
8. I'm convinced that I've actually done a horrible job at losing weight and have simply been redistributing it into my lower half instead. This would be catastrophic for me.
9. The Yankees losing in embarassing fashion to the Blue Jays is just another small part of the American Century of Humiliation.
10. I believe in the concept of national suicide. To the United States, this is obvious a nod to the fact that AI development actually hasn't netted much positive development in at least a years time. It can help you with math problems and do programming, but what else can it do? Rather, what else should it do? For one, I don't think doing something as energy intensive as generating video indistinguishable from reality to some is a good use of natural resources. It's a gimmick with no real use case and, have it be used in the real world, it's usually met by disdain and annoyance. Remember that genAI commercial that Coke tried to run when video models still looked like dogshit? Yeah, like 20 trillion dollars of the current economy hinges on this being perceived as both "useful" and "profitable" in the near future, so I hope you believe.
11. I also believe that this national suicide coincides with the loss of national sanity, partially brought about with AI. There's just so much shit out there that old people are frying their brains with, real or otherwise, that just turns people already implicitly paranoid and militant explicit in their ways. The mistake is not them so to say, but rather the mistake is giving them the internet. You can convince anyone there's a problem and equally convince them to push to take away their own rights as a citizen.
12. It shouldn't be controversial to say that China is more of a bonafide surveillance state than the US and UK, right? They're just setting the foundations meanwhile China has already developed layers of digital infrastructure and surveillance. This "AI race" features them and the United States-- them losing if anything-- so why are they so normal about it? Why does this technology viewed by myriads of psychotic Silicon Valley douchbags as some sort of mystic beast exist so nonchalantly in that part of the world? They've won everywhere else.
13. Who's ready to get flying golden dragon and noodles as fuck!!!!!!!!
14. I always knew Jalen Hurts was a fraud.
15. Sometimes you want to believe in a better world but then you look at everyone around you and you're like "oh shit nothing's gonna change is it"
16. I heard some girl talking really loudly about how she was a "good drunk driver" a few days ago and it genuinely ruined my day. I wanted to run back and punch this lady. But I don't hit women. I do swag punch bitches however
17. Honestly I think most of my issues when it comes time to train strength (especially on benches) come from the fact that I wear my shoes very lose and it feels like I'm not really planting my feet. It's almost like they're hovering, zero applied force against the ground. Maybe that makes the reps harder and in turn better for growth? Who knows.
18. If anything, I should actually be running more. However, I have crazy wear on my legs. I need to take longer breaks for more serious goes at it as opposed to running ~5 kilometers like every other day for the expressed purpose of just keeping a routine going. I seriously get enough legwork in my everyday life already.
19. I have crazy opinions on the topic of tourism and I might be too woke. Really, the correct distinction would probably be "tourism-centric economies" but a catch-all will work. I felt bad when I had to visit Greece last year considering the dire state of quite literally everything in it. Your entire country being kept afloat by beach club people, vacation rentals, and the works of people who've lived millenia before you just feels wrong to me. One could see it as financial support, but a part of me is still pertubed by just being a "tourist" in the end. In my eyes, its not too dissimilar to prostitution.
20. Fujoshi who hears "country prostitution" and whose nose starts gushing blood
21. To the guy who draws Rice Shower with big boobs and very smelly on Twitter: Thank you.
22. I don't think the month of November will be nice to me. It immediately follows midterms and outside of Thanksgiving it appears to be an endless hell of study and work. Death awaits me.
23. Frat boys are easily more fun to talk with and have better conversation with than most people remotely sniffing STEM nowadays. You can easily tell when one's demeanor reeks of smugness and grooming since grade school to occupy a high-salaried position. Then again, I think most people worth talking to in these fields are all internet hermits anyway who like masturbate to Touhou porn or whatever.
24. It used to be a running gag in some of the earlier trueblissfuldeath posts to bring up Touhou porn impromptu but this shit seriously is no joke. Touhou porn is like Google. Imagine any fetish yep there's Touhou porn of it down to the minutia.
25. There are a bunch of sexual fetishes that I would be complicit in if my partner derived some enjoyment out of it but I draw a hard line on a lot of things simply because they would bring so much shame unto myself and my bloodline that I would slit my stomach open at the thought of it
26. Sometimes it feels like I talk like Jeremy Fragrance on here
27. I'm as handsome as him actually but don't tell anyone
28. I absolutely understand what Crash (1996) was trying to provide commentary on but the concept is just so funny I'm sorry
29. I want to make more pet projects on the computer. I know eventually I'll have to amake some actual applications as a part of my courseload, and maybe even some research and a senior project at that, but maybe a little something more lighthearted, maybe like selfhosting some services for myself or something. Setting up a server, even. Making trueblissfuldeath its own site hosted on its own domain? That's up there too!
30. I don't want programming just to be about the mechanism behind solving problems-- if I wanted that I'd go into math-- I would like to find solutions in creative and unintuitive ways whilst trying to have fun. Brazilians got really good at football by having fun well, no matter how impractical that style of play would be in an established system where everyone must have a set role to play.
31. Still, I think we shouldn't give everyone the reins to be creative in every day life. There is just so much bullshit that people actually like.
32. Taylor Swift music attached to the world she actually lives in.
33. A lesson in progress: Before one learns to play with another's nipples the right way, they must first do it the wrong way
34. I should seriously focus my efforts on a deliberate writing project (have this be the case, these will likely stop for a bit) but I've been uninspired for some time
35. Besides that, the stuff I consider more "deliberate" feels like it comes out just as unintelligible. Like it's distinctly mine in the worst way possible. Could it just be the way I am? I think I just need heaps of critique first. But honest to god why the hell would you critique me of all people dude there's gotta be something better you can do
36. I want to draw slim hairy girls with flat chests.
37. I could go for a Czech sausage right about now
38. No matter how bad things in my life can get, I can always count on the Yankees come October to bring the spark back into my life
39. Honest to god though some of these postseason games have been fucking BORING. Get the Mariners out of their home park already and lets move them over to an only slightly more favorable run environment please
40. I love Ludacris' music so much you don't even know
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