1. The song today is Parachute by Denki Groove but there's legitimately no link I can give you to this song on Youtube. Between copyright and distribution some Japanese music labels just fucking suck at everything and I'm not willing to be the person to test them or the site's copyright system.
2. I seriously have to rewatch "The History of the Seattle Mariners" now before they likely get eliminated in a tragic fashion that only the Seattle Mariners can get eliminated in.
3. If I read more into Ichiro's quirks back when I was a kid and he was still in the league I probably would be still playing organized baseball. Instead, much worse is happening.
4. When I see a large stick on the ground, I pick it up and do his ritual. Even Kissshot Acerolaorion Heartunderblade did this in Kizumonogatari. With her big sword. The third one. Go back and check if you don't believe me. Even she knows
5. I speak about my body's supposed "absentness" in passive situations where stress should be piling on, but I've paid no mind to the active. The answer is quite simple: I'm a fraud. That's to say, if you were to put a hard time limit on something, no matter how long or short, I will pay too much mind to it and start tripping over my own shoelaces on the smallest details. In these cases, taking a step back is and always will be key, but it's easier said than done-- I need some time wallowing in the task at hand first, maybe about 20 minutes-- then we can get to work.
6. All of this to say that I would be a relief pitcher if I was Dominican
7. Most of the issues with my stomach seem to come from the fact that my body seems to be taking in more protein/calories than it can realistically handle without it entering a panic mode where I become helplessly debilitated and are unable to do anything at all. It sucks honestly, considering that all of my favorite foods are 1) protein-rich 2) calorie dense or 3) both. Regardless of where these developments lead me, I will never not abuse caffeine because they make energy drinks taste too good, and if they didn't want me to drink them, then they should stop making them taste too good.
8. I was on like 4 energy drinks a day because I liked all of the flavors. My favorite is the lemonade iced tea Monster rehab. It's so great. It's like the best iced tea flavor with only a fraction of the added sugars present in other iced tea brands. I was glad to find out that I wasn't the only one who expressed this sentiment, because at a hangout someone asked to try a little and they echoed the same sentiment back to me. They went crazy!
9. The peach iced tea one is just okay though, and that's its greatest sin. You can be bad, you can be good, but you can't just be okay. Especially as an energy drink flavor that's insulting
10. I say this when I went out of my way to call the ultra black Monsters the "Shadow the Hedgehog Nine Inch Nails" flavor despite the fact that it does not warrant that distinction whatsoever and doesn't really taste like it either. If anything that'd just be the original monster energy that tastes like male semen and "Last American Hero" by James Ferraro
11. If you have a Monster in Europe it's non-canonical because the woke EU restricts its caffeine content because it thinks you're a big drooling baby. String 2.5 of them together for intended effects however.
12. Back when I thought that the Mariners-Tigers game would never end a server I'm in ended up streaming a 30 minute long hentai OVA called 初夜 under the pretense that the streamer in question watched it like a decade ago and remembered it being lowkey kinda life-changing. It sparked a whole discussion about "isn't it kinda weird to be group watching porn of all things" to which a conversation about pornography as a bonafide art form emerged. Expression of human sexuality? I suppose in this case, where the OVA in question was just about a virgin couple having sex for the first time. Honestly, a terrifying thought. I wasn't really paying attention however and I was accidentally unmuted and I was punching in commentary of the game every so often and it was lowkey embarassing and I wanted to shoot myself
13. I don't think about it often really because I see myself more as an asexual creature than man. I am most definitely one and my features certainly suggest it, but often times I feel detached from my own body.
14. I imagine having sex to be humiliating so I think it'd be right to die instantly likely via suicide following such a thing
15. "Float like a butterfly, sting like a bee", and bees die after fucking. The preliminary conditions to sting like a bee have been established. With that, my opponents will not survive
16. The bed is too comfortable to be doing much on the weekends. I do some things on the weekends, but not a lot. Besides, I have a hypochondrial desire to stay on top of my studies at all times, which often doesn't entail any actual hands-on study, but frantically checking over my notes and thus not really learning nothing new in particular.
17. When you have a nice clean bed, and it's not too hot but not too cold, and there's some partial cloud cover and you know you got nothing to do or prepare for buddy that's called the best day ever. What if it was on the weekend too? Call that shit the double best day ever
18. I'm afraid I'll have to pause my running campaign for now... between some pressure in my heel and knee its just not worth testing. I did learn however that "injury" to that particular area is due to prolonged movement, but it can be fixed with better flexibility. I need to stretch more. I always forget to stretch. Never forget to stretch.
19. Back in my short stint on the track team in high school people were always surprised I could bend over and touch the ground with little effort. They thought I was really flexible. The truth is that I have joint hypermobility in my legs and ankles which just does a whole lot of crazy shit I don't even know where to begin.
20. Point is that I'm not flexible and have creaky joints due to me forgetting to stretch and, when I do stretch, I do it incorrectly. Again, do not replicate my mistakes! I'm retarded!
21. Today's programming assignment involved individual pixel RGB changes in a bitmap file. I wondered why things never seemed to look the way they were supposed to in the example "correct case" I was given. The problem laid in the fact that my blue light filter was set all the way up and it modified the colors to a point where they were unrecognizable.
22. Jaxson Dart is better than Jalen Hurts. The league is on notice. No one will survive (unless you're below .500)
23. Likely as a result of my consistent digestion issues, I really don't find that much pleasure in eating anymore. It's not that hard for me to eat "well", but at the same time if I don't think like I'm gonna fall asleep in a pile of my own shit I feel anorexic
24. Meditating is actually pretty nice and always seems to work its intended purpose. I usually do it for like 10-15 minutes max every time I feel like it, but it's good at clearing the mind completely; a state somewhere between full-on sleep and idling. Take a bit of time and focus and I'm sure anyone could see it.
25. I have several issues though. With deriving yourself of most of your senses, all of that processing power goes to the ones that remain. Basically, you hear and you feel. Everything seems to get an octave louder and you begin to feel everything. The movement of hairs on your body and incessant itchiness that you can't really tend to (or else you'll break your focus!) come to mind first. However, there's no issue more glaring than the growing presence of a tingling sensation in my brain. The nerves, they must be. Usually concentrated in the frontal lobe but I can sometimes feel it towards the back. It's strong. When you search the phenomenon up, it's like the internet is dying to tell you that you have a tumor, but the truth probably lies in the fact that I drink a lot of caffeine and it does some funky shit to your blood vessels. I won't stop.
26. Meditations by Marcus Aurelius review: I haven't finished the book but I can say that this is probably one of the best dark triad media ever. I liked the part where he mentioned the guy from Gladiator and offhandedly spoke against the idea of two boys yaoi-ing.
27. I still think about why Paul Skallas followed me in the first place on my old account. It was private and still is. What did I do? Is it just because I'm a Greek American? Was I chosen? This was the reason behind starting trueblissfuldeath
28. They should trap SEA internet users in a mouse utopia experiment (lolicon gacha game servers with unlimited premium resources)
29. If I've ever disappointed you in any way I'm sorry. If I've ever made you upset in any way I'm sorry. Honest to god sometimes people deserve all of it though but if you personally were affected by my action(s) (or inaction, maybe) then I frankly apologize.
30. In order to be a good friend, you must first be a good yes man. This is how I plan to wriggle my way into Kanye's circle. Not to siphon his net worth or anything I just want to hear So Help Me God
31. I suggested the iPad to one of my mutuals and it got stolen at the warehouse. I take full accountability for this.
32. If you're going to take notes using the iPad maybe stay away from using Freeform even though it's official Apple software because it's extremely inefficient and turns the whole thing into a hot plate in like 5 minutes tops. If you write enough you could legitimately flip it over on its backside and cook an egg. It's been a while since you could say that Apple made a truly utilitarian device, so this is a pleasant surprise for me
33. I've got nothing else to say. Except something I've just thought about of course: there are so many people who have ruined their life by slipping and falling in the shower. Honestly, falling on a hard surface quick enough to where you can't even begin to think about breaking your fall is terrifying. Be careful please!
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