1. If you weren't a half-brained subsentient fucking idiot retard you would've known that the song today was and will always be Yo Voy featuring Daddy Yankee
2. I hope you're enjoying this just as much as I am.
3. Despite everything, my mind is still sharp. And by everything I mean everything. It crept up on me and struck me quite suddenly
4. A cold plus a calf strain mild enough to where I don't feel any real pain but significant enough to restrict my range of motion and the amount of weight I can put on my left leg without a visible limp.
5. The same can also go for the cold. I never get "sick" in the normal sense, my immune system being strong enough to keep me from the more visible symptoms of a cold was actually a problem in my childhood for obvious reasons. My sickness often just limits itself to a bad sore throat and a mild feeling of lethargy. I got 8 hours of sleep and there was never not a moment today where I wanted to lay down and die. I'm writing this right now though so
6. The secret is staying on top of your work. If you find a way to stay on top of your work great things will surely happen.
7. Don't drink energy drinks with a sore throat because you can't really burp and all of the carbonation gets stuck down there and it really hurts. Please just sleep for 16 hours or maybe switch to a non-carbonated option.
8. I heard masturbation also helps
9. Re "Never getting sick in the way I usually get sick": The last time I had a fever was actually a few months ago a day after I ate some nasty ass ground beef and my temperature was like up to 102 degrees fahrenheit. I have no idea if it was really the ground beef but I'm sure it was the ground beef. Ground beef is nasty. Please just eat like chicken or something.
10. Before that thought the only actual fever I had before that was my second bout of COVID sometime January 2024. Unfortunately at the time I was going through a playthrough of Drakengard 3, so the fever dreams I had were often themed around its gameplay. Namely, being infinitely stuck playing Drakengard 3. I do not wish this on anyone.
11. I hate my dreams. I have vivid thoughts that seep into my everyday life. Periodically I take in false information. When I recall it, I have to check the details a few times over mentally before getting extraordinarily mad at myself. Namely because what I thought was the truth was too good to be true to begin with.
12. Another weird phenomenon is when I become oddly self-aware of the fact that my being within such a state can be controlled. It feels very constricting and hopeless.
13. Sometimes I feel it when I'm awake too but I cannot articulate for the life of me why I could possibly feel that way.
14. The worst one though has to be when I'm half asleep and I'm suddenly watching some non-descript sports talk podcast through an unknown medium. It's like my entire perception lights up with the vague imagery of a podcast setup and maybe two dagos yelling about Brian Cashman for a bit.
15. It is worth mentioning that this phenomenon is also accompanied with me suddenly feeling unable to breathe in that moment. Often times I'm forced to wake myself up despite the fact that I was seriously about to go to bed.
16. This is evidently an Italian American neurological weapon pointed at me.
17. I've actually found a lot of fun recently in doing some C programming. I wonder if I can actually turn it into a... gasps... hobbyist thing. Of course I still don't know what to do within the scope of my knowledge but by the time this semester's over I bet I'll have my fair share of my knowledge my professor's been hyping this shit up for the past 2 weeks
18. Re dreams: I'm actually able to articulate a lot of clear and coherent thought before I fall into a deep sleep. I honest to god wonder if I can do that "dream in code" bullshit that kid had a video on him about over.
19. I, of course, am trying to enjoy whatever leisurely time I have right now, so i think I'll just opt to keep trying to transfer my consciousness into the body of a petite anime girl
20. I want to be healed by the time I wake up. I do not like being ailed in any way outside of vague pain.
21. The new Football Manager is releasing soon. I need to play it again obsessively. It got really bad the last time I did it.
22. You cannot take someone with mild autism away from spreadsheets... I was legitimately on that shit for 5 hours before exam weeks. Pure 4-2-3-1 haramball. Champions League with Panathinaikos in my 4th year. Some call Minatos Kageakis the greatest tactical manager of all time
23. Scout lower ranked eastern European leagues and Brazil for standout U21s. Pay like $10m tops. Rinse and repeat you now have the greatest team of all time
24. I recently discovered a new Linux program called Winboat which is just some Docker fuckery to allow for seamless integration of Windows apps (ran in a VM and accessed via a local VNC server) into the desktop. This of course means that I can now use an actual image manipulation application such as paint.net as opposed to fake made-up bullshit such as "GIMP".
25. I don't care how much of a free software activist you are I don't see how you could possibly defend the existence of that program. Trying to use GIMP feels like the computer is actively molesting me. Stallman what have you done.
26. Re Richard Stallman: I've been considering being one of those guys who gets really big into Scheme and Emacs because I got a book on Emacs Lisp for very cheap. I think Emacs warrants some usage as a text/code editor to begin with simply because its logo is just so very cool. Search up Emacs logo you'll see what I mean.
27. I've gotten big into old skeuomorphic software logos lately. They're very comfortable. Like yellow dim lights. The green hue of shrubbery. A better time all things considered. Or the present if they never changed that shit and they're highkey beasts
28. Re paint dot net: Please don't use Photoshop. Do not even pirate Photoshop. If your university gives you free Adobe Creative Cloud access don't use that shit either. You have a nice functional paint dot net working on the Windows system.
29. I was working on a group project and one of my teammates accidentally saw a picture of Mugi I left in my downloads folder
30. Colds destroy your appetite. I've eaten nothing today. I only feel vaguely hungry at most. Even then that feeling inevitably goes away. I want to eat before I go to sleep but that never ends well.
31. The Giants will beat the Eagles again. This will be the game people finally acknowledge Jaxson Dart as a top 10 quarterback in the league.
32. I suddenly remembered zombocom and also recalled how funny I found it when I was like 8 or 9. It's great to see how I was always right even at a young age. It's such a fun artifact of the old internet.
33. Or was I suppose. zombocom still exists but now its half assed and done in HTML5 because those bastards killed Flash. It still has the dreamy music and the man telling you "WELCOME TO ZOMBOCOM" so I guess it might be the same thing. See: The Ship of Theseus
34. Zombocom is so great in fact that it directly influenced the new propaganda image that should currently be live on the trueblissfuldeath index page.
35. I don't want anyone to put their hands on me.
36. Honestly I wish I could put more here right now because of how many days I've been flaking on writing these but my head hurts really badly. I could dim the lights and fall asleep right now. If it's so much of a problem then use your mouse buttons + arrow keys to navigate to the "contact" page and "contact" me personally about this matter.
36. The only limit is yourself on trueblissfuldeath